Two will always never be enough.
Part Une
“The moment you met someone you love, you just feel it
You don’t question
Because love does not require thinking
If there’s still any chance to resurrect a dying love, you stay
But if the chance is nil, you walk away and never come back
Both parties must commit to an understanding
That you have your own life. And so does he
If he asks for anything more than that, complications arise
I’ve had enough complexities to trade a lifetime
Macky is a decision
A change from the pressure surrounding me
He’s uncomplicated. I stay.”
-- Jake
“Love can painfully be a never-ending search for contentment
A few couples stay for comfort
Not knowing there may be another life outside
You evolve. Your ideals change
You crave for adventure- crazy, mind-blowing and over the top
All of a sudden, a perfect routine bores you to death
There’s only one chance to live so why not make the most of it?
After all, regret is indispensable
I met Jake some years ago
I saw a future of us together
Sadly the vision now seems to blur every passing moment.”
-- Macky
“Love is not a competition for survival
Yet sometimes, someone has to end up a loser
You smile, accept the defeat of yet another failed relationship
Deception is the key
To the worn-out happy mask you always wear
Night after night, you party and drown yourself from moment’s trance
Thinking that tomorrow is the start of another battle
You hope that this time, you win
And it’ll all be over
I’m the stranger to Jake and Macky’s experiment
The trois to the ménage
I agreed, secretly hoping that after tonight
Love will be able to find me.”
-- Calvin
Part Deux
Endless stars fill the evening sky for the night is not any other night
These stars seem to be the only witness to an experiment
A couple, the stranger, and a deep longing for something missing
The act is ignited by the bottle of tequila
Calvin, the stranger, started the act
With his seducing eyes piercing right through Jake’s soul
Jake hesitated and for one moment thought of quitting
One last glance of assurance is all he needed
From Macky, whose expression bore a go-signal
Eyes closed and uneasy, he gave his lips to Calvin
Macky joined the duo, like a carnivore starving for flesh
He spotted himself in the middle, sandwiched
From Calvin to Jake, kissing and caressing
The liquor made his mind not identify who’s who any longer
Sweat’s all over from bodies whose scorching heat
Is emanating within the four walls of the room
Souls are bare and bodies intertwined
One on top of the other
The third on top of one
Three bodies danced in slow sensual movement
All you can hear were heavy breathing
From the mouths where tongues glide through each others’ skins
And with one last heaving the moaning stopped
In complete ecstasy their bodies dropped.
Part Trois
Three hours is all it takes to entirely change three people’s lives
There they are – three lost souls lying, one beside the another
Whose only connections now seems to be their tired bodies
Pleasured by an experiment that’s now long bygone
It’s the adventure Macky just needed
To prove that his horizons are still broad and wide
Jake, on the other hand, partake to a conflict he forever avoids
Now there’s no other way but to run and escape
Same old Calvin will return to battle
The unending pursuit to his life’s puzzle
Open-ended and no conclusion
Dawn breaks and light starts to appear
The sun shot a glistening stare to three naked people
His eyes curious yet sad, realizing that after waking up
The trio are headed nowhere.**
i am Calvin.
ReplyDeletei am in tears. my eyes are curious yet sad. becaus i am headed nowhere...